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  2007.09.03  01.28

i remembered my password to this beast.

that is all.

Smoke your mind

  2005.03.25  21.22

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Smoke your mind

  2005.02.10  22.12
Its kinda bluesy but not really... i dunno i like it tho!

Just here to have a good time
Just trying to get by
And since it's a party
Why not just get high
I'm just passing thru
Wasting away this day
Trying to forget these lies
Words I dont want to say

Now that I'm lost
In this corner of my mind
I dont need any reasons
To leave it all behind
But I'm starting to realize
That i'll never make it thru
and that I dont need a reason
Just to love you

Smoke your mind

  2005.01.29  23.00


So Law and Order rerun tonight and they build up the whole case both sides of some rape and you feel for the victim and the suspect and you want both a not guilty and a guilty verdict, but you can only have one. The last lines of the show are

Judge :"Has the jury reached a verdict?"
Forman: "We find the defendant...." end of episode!


4 smoked minds| Smoke your mind

  2005.01.29  18.50

i watched alittle of Hide and Seek today while at work and it looks interesting so i think i'm gonna go see it tuesday when i get my hours.

uhh... i've come to the conclusion that girls with black hair and blue eyes are hot. No idea what it is about that combo but it's just cool...then again not like i can really be that picky :)

well off to do some O.D.E. homework

Smoke your mind

  2005.01.26  18.10


I'm so sick of winter it needs to be July so i can go to the beach and enjoy myself! Shovel snow into piles taller than i am isn't supposed to happen!!!!!!


1 smoked mind| Smoke your mind

  2005.01.24  19.51

I feel so ALONE all of a sudden. Ever feel alone even when your not? That's how i feel now. This semester is going to be GREAT tho i can't wait to start going to classes. It'll give me less time to think about how much my life sucks :-D

Time for Guitar
Peace and Love

2 smoked minds| Smoke your mind

  2005.01.23  21.52


so much for the number 1 defence in the NFL 41 points HAH jokers!


What a great sunday work gets cancelled cuz of the 27 inches of snow and the patriots achieve their revenge against the Steelers! PLUS NO SCHOOL TOMORROW!

1 smoked mind| Smoke your mind

  2005.01.20  00.00
bringing this thing up-to-date

So my mom gave me this book to read. It's actually really cool it's written thru the eyes of an autistic kid and it starts off where his neighbores dog had been killed and this kid is going to be a 'detective' and try to solve the crime. I dunno it's got me very interested.

Plus after a lot of thought I've decided that I am going to be a Fender Strat. JUST AS SOON AS I GET THE MONEY! hopefully from either tax returns or poker winnings :)
On the whole guitar note I'm also gonna be starting my first set of lessons in 3 years I think they'll be a great push in the right direction i'm looking forward to them so much.

and school starts next week.. YAY!

Peace and Love

2 smoked minds| Smoke your mind

  2005.01.19  19.00
New song idea yay

Blah my lyrics are so gay. At lleast i got the guitar skills to back me up. Well anwyays it's not done yet but I can't think of anything else at the moment so i'm just gonna post this.


Isn't it crazy
Feeling like you're falling down
Into the arms of your lover
Isn't this crazy feeling like it's the first time everytime
Oh, this is so crazy
Feeling like I never lost you

Does it really have to end
Why cant we start again?
Over and Over
I turn the pages <---- chorus
Of my life
Over and over
Never letting go
Never letting go
Of you

Oh it's crazy feeling like this
Crashing down into you
Catch me with that soft kiss
And we can dance the night away
Under the watchful eyes of the moon
Wishing this wouldn't have to end so soon

2 smoked minds| Smoke your mind

  2005.01.16  21.26

Maybe i will bring this thing back from the dead. Hmmm what do you think? I dunno sometimes i find it nice to sit and write about nothing. Maybe I'll at least start posting lyrics again afterall since i've stopped posting i haven't written a good song. (well thats a lie :-P) Anyways basically just wanted to say

Colts 3
Pats 20

MR 49 touchdowns ... not even a single one!

Smoke your mind

  2004.12.05  19.59
hello again

... haha just a tease cuz i'm bored!

1 smoked mind| Smoke your mind

  2004.04.19  23.40
Last Entry

Goodbye live journal world... good bye this will mostlikely be my last post...

i wont delete the journal just cuz i dont want to delete it but i doubt i'll ever post again..

1 smoked mind| Smoke your mind

  2004.04.14  22.15
Tell me a story!

Saw "the girl next door" today... it was pretty good... entertaining very funny... enjoyable... definately worth the 2 hours out of my day :)...

other than that i got nothing...


3 smoked minds| Smoke your mind

  2004.04.11  23.44
i'm happy again

time and 1/2 is great... that certain someone started talking to me again... and i'm working monday this week so that's extra money :-D.... plus i can't wait till saturday night... cuz this time i'm actually doing something!

:).... on a side note... kill bill is released on tuesday and vol 2 comes out friday... i need to rent/buy kill bill before i see vol 2....haha... anyways i'll talk to ya later buh bye

Smoke your mind

  2004.04.11  09.36
283 posts

wow i just relized i've had this thing for like 2 years... that's pretty amazing ive never actually kept a jouranl for more than day or so before.... :--/ 283 posts in two years that's pretty interesting... anyways ttyl

Smoke your mind

  2004.04.11  09.28
holy fuck!

Tonight seemed like a perfectly normal night sitting back watching the ncaa hocky championships then i get a call from matt to hang out so we go to this party in the woods everything is great for like 3 or 4 hours then.. matt and john go to meet some people... 10 mins go by and we get a call back and they're fucking caught by cops so we get out of there me and jay take off first towards our ride cuz we didnt know what was happening three crusers are there so we then decided to circle a building and sit and watch we then realize this isn't going to be safe much longer so we run towards the woods our only means of escapse soon we realize there's this 8ft fence we need to climb...so we get over it w/ a few flesh wounds then we're running thru peoples back yards and shit and cops are driving up and down streets we're by and we call for a ride eventually we get a ride out of there uncaught and completely safe

yay :)

2 smoked minds| Smoke your mind

  2004.04.08  09.22

My life seems to keep getting worse... now that i finally got my father to pay my tuition a week late all the classes i want to take are full so... ugh!

i hate waking up in the morning

2 smoked minds| Smoke your mind

  2004.04.07  22.31

I just dont understand my life anymore... i dont understand anything at all!

Smoke your mind

  2004.04.06  21.21

I dont care anymore... i give up no use in fighting a fight that can't be won... it's over and there's no turning back whatever happens tomorrow what ever happens next week it doesn't matter cuz it wont be w/ you... good bye

Smoke your mind

  2004.04.03  18.11

Every have a million and 1/2 thoughts going thru your head at the same time? I do right now, i can't concentrate on anything at the moment. I dont know what to do with myself it just seems like i'm doing the SAME thing day in day out without any entertainment. So i guess, basically i'm bored. I need a vacation from everything, from school from work from all the people in my life... i need to get out of here for a few days? weeks? months? a year? .... i just want to leave..... i'm starting to hate waking up in the morning.

Smoke your mind

  2004.04.01  00.00
happy fools day fools


Smoke your mind

  2004.03.31  00.05
stupid day was a couple hours too long

Also just wanted to say...that today wasn't that bad of a day overall.. it was just the last couple hours that sucked

Smoke your mind

  2004.03.30  23.31
"I Know How You Feel"


I hate when people say "i know how you feel" as if them knowing how i feel is supposed to make me feel better. No it doesnt never will. You saying that you know how i feel just makes me feel worse. I dont understand why people feel the need to say that every single time someone has a problem. Every time something goes sour in someones life and they look to someone to talk to that person replies, "I know how you feel" which is bullshit. You can't possible know exactly what is going on in this UNIQUE INDIVIDUAL'S MIND. Unless you have some kind of telepathic abilities that for some reason have gone undiscovered. I just dont get it. It's a bogus attempt to try to make it seem like you care, but in actuality you really could care less....

What the fuck is going on with my life?
It seems like every fucking GOOD thing falls apart before i get a chance to embrace it fully.... i just want to give up

Smoke your mind

  2004.03.30  12.02
Good-bye to You

New Song yay...

here it goes....

"Good-Bye to You"

What is this?
Was this a mistake?
If I run away again
Will I forget what to take?

Let me go
Let me know
What's on your mind
Before we're out of time

What am I doing here?
Why do I run in fear?

And now I'm done with you
Let these stars guide me thru
Good-bye good-bye to you
Is that something new?
Waiting on that river's bend
For me and my friend...

Before tomorrow's sunrise
Will I forget the look in your eyes
Or will I learn to comprimise
And live within these lies

What am I doing here?
Why do I run in fear?

What is this?
Was this a mistake?
If I run away again
Will I forget what to take?
Let me go
Let me know
What's on your mind
Before we're out of time
Before we're out of time

Smoke your mind

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